I sat there waiting for him to say something, anything. I didn’t want to be the one to speak up first. I was scared of another fight. Eventually he got near me and hugged me gently, and asked me, “what’s wrong? Why won’t you look at me?” Inside I was screaming at him everything that I wanted to tell him for weeks. That I was hurt…. That I was heartbroken that I wasn’t over what his mom had said to me. He yelled at me a bit. But I didn’t listen to much of it. I was too caught up in my own head. I don’t know why his mom hates me. But I always thought well maybe its me? Maybe its the way I act. Or maybe the way I look. Or maybe she just thought less of me didn’t think I was good enough for her son… But I came to realize over these few years its not me .. its her! Her crazy psychotic self…. I couldn’t help but to think of her while we had this fight.. knowing this is all her fault. She got in between our relationship. She got what she wanted. And all I ever did was respect her. I showed her patients. His mother. I didn’t know whether to hate her at the very moment.
….to be continued
Carra Sykes. Mother + Daughter.
Carra Sykes has definitely kept being creative. Her latest ongoing project is fun, witty and made us smile. Carra Sykes uncle repeatedly commenting on her mother wearing Carras clothing gave the young photographer the idea for her project ‘Mother + Daughter’. Carry Sykes mother likes wearing her daughters sorted out old band shirts. She thought it might be interesting to put her mother into some of her current clothing, pose both very similar for a mother/daughter comparison. ‘Mother + Daughter’ has kind of become a personal study of Carra and her mother’s relationship and physical traits.
Betroot, carrot, lime, ginger, spinach juice!
Im trying so hard to get back into my heathly ways. eating right and excersising! I talk to myself everyday and tell myself i know i can do it and that im strong enough.. because i know i am!